everytime i think i feel better about FH passing away, I read something on FB or the old job website that makes me remember another thing and the sadness comes back.
i wish i had called after the wedding, because he was more than just a boss, he was such an incredible mentor.
and there were so many of us students who worked for him, and we all remember him so...

And the awful thing is,
life is going on. And people are going about doing their thing.
and It shouldn't be like that..
They should stop because this amazing individual is gone.

I don't want to be snarky no longer. For people leave. suddenly. without lingering for you to say goodbye.

FH - wherever you are, i hope you know how all the cliches are true in your case - you touched our lives and we are better for knowing you.

I want to tightly wrap all my friends and family and the boy and keep them hidden away so nothing can ever happen to them because I love them so. And it would break my heart and destroy me if anything ever did.