Am I drunk?
I think so...or maybe a bit on the happy to be alive and loving the world and alll
i Had a wonderful - wonderful time at the bachelorette party that the boy's amazingly fun friends threw me.
Ii should stop calling them the boy's friends for I have the FB pics to prove they are mine too and I like them i really really do because they are amazing.

At the bar they took me to, there were 5 other bride to bes & Boy's bff assured me I was the prettiest & skinniest

She lied on the skinny bit but I know she didn't on the pretty bit - :D

I feel amazing about my body not just because I have lost oodles of weight from disgustingly globulous 220 pounds.
but just amazing because I just look so good to myself.
I don't know if that's the alcohol talking or the amazing songs the amazing band played or the positive vibes i got or the kiss I shared with stranger man as part of a dare - it was on the cheek so that doesn't count - or the flirty convo I had with cuuuute so so work out bravo type chick, I just felt all in the zone about body. wow. thats a lot of amazings for a drunk bachelorette.
Arms are still large but in a 'oh I can live with them and position them right and blind people with dazzling smile way'.

OH frack that!
I AM GETTING MARRIED ON FRIDAY!!!! AND ITS GOING TO BE BRILLIANT BECAUSE I am marrying this amazing, gorgeous man :DDDDD

that's right - you heard me - i lvoe the word amazing.