Friday, September 22, 2006

Split definetely

So I was reading over the two posts that I posted within the span of 20 minutes
And I am split.
There is a word for it that I can not think of right now.
Ambivalent.
Is that it?
Ambivalent in a maniacal sort of way
Or maybe work is going massively great.
And personal life is going great but with massive tension filled moments.
Maybe unconscious tension from work is spilling into what should be placid personal life.
Or maybe I should stop thinking and go to be.d
To sleep
to dream
to ...
I forget the rest of what i know is an excellent quote,
googling for which gave me this quote which is convolutedly obssessively excellent too:
There is a dream dreaming us.
- a Kalahari Bushman

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Did you ever go to VBS at Kirk? with that Brian who used to sing everything that happened at Music Academy? Now it's all Arjun Thomas I hear...he was even singing at Cats, which I went for in Chennai this time.

Am I making sense to you?

I think the bad mood thingy is in the water, hang in there!

Me said...

I miss Madras/chennai. I really do. All the shows and like you said "living only for my pleasure" days.
But no I didn't go to VBS at Kirk. yOU should know Tanya and Susan George and tons of people who go there, right?

Anonymous said...

to sleep , to dream... to dream , perchance to dream , ay there's the rub , for in that sleep of death what dreams may come when we have shuffled off this mortal coil must give us pause....

Me said...

annon. thank you!!!