What I do feel right now :

So excited I can barely put together a sentence
Relieved that everything is falling into place, for Yesterday I had to organize all the pick ups and put together a itinerary sheet for everybody
Weirdly emotional like needy for my parents' attention at one moment, supremely confident of my abilities the next, happy in a quiet way, happy in 'LOOK AT ME' way, so in love with the boy I hurt, so hate the boy i could hurt him the next.

One thing that has been constant is my excitement at seeing my friends.
They are coming from all over and from different parts of my life.
High school friends who know my deepest fears,
College friends who make me laugh
High school friends who were also college friends who gave me consistence,
Friends from Missouri who stood by me

Having more friends than relatives at my wedding gives me less anxiety. because you know they won't bitch or moan or rain negativity on you.

I am buying some last minute wedding stuff.
Getting some more lingerie (heck you can't have too many right)
Getting my programs that the redhead made printed
And oh, I am not making the cupcakes - we are getting them from this cute bakery place that we found while taking the parents out.

I am going to try and post till the very day of the wedding because I want to record it all!!!