I have fun & win money

The Boy & I went for a poker party last night and I am almost afraid to say this for fear of being jinxed but:
There is nothing - absolutely nothing comparable to being with the one you want.
We played, won money, I made new friends, got drunk calls from the ones I left behind and because I was slightly tipsy and pmsing, almost started bawling and screaming I LOVE YOU guys loud in front of new ones, he reconnected with old ones, won money again (who knew my secret skill was bluffing my way to money), and in between all of that - caught each other's smiles.

Of course this perfect night was preceded by a raging dispute over some annoying inconsequences.
But I am thankful for even that.
For yelling things out in the open, fighting out issues, and re-learning lost ways of getting along, for all that and more, I am so thankful.

I want to say this, for I have been cautious these days of screaming gladness from the top of the mountains:
I am truly, and v. humbly blessed; for my life is filled to bursting with boy, family and friends!!!