BlueRain's kind of tag:

The ever cool Childwoman tagged me with the 'ten things I miss and ten things I want to achieve' tag.

Ten things I miss

Huh.

I couldn't think of 10 things only two - the Boy and my family.

There would have been more last year, but all the other people I missed badly I reconnected with. And all the past experiences I used to miss - i have now come to a zen like place about it. They were fantastic in themselves, in one of those I am so glad I did them when I did them and never mind what people thought of me ways.
I went through them. I had fun. They contributed but no more angst that I am not doing them anymore.

For - frack - I am kind of over it. Is this me getting older and wiser?

Ten things I want to achieve in a decade from now:

1. Uhmm...

2. Huh...

3. wow.

4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, & 10 - aaah.

Wow.

It's like I have some sort of PTSD and I can not spell or write out in public the plans I have for the future.
After all the obsessively planning I did last year, I am now obsessive about trying to do the calm, down-low, keeping plans v.v.v.v. close to heart and be zen-like-Boy thing this year.

uhm...

What i can allow myself to say is:

• in the next decade and hopefully for the rest of my life, I plan to do only what I want to do with only the people I like and sometimes things I don't want to do but only for the real and important people in my life,

and not waste time with peripheral acquaintances.

Uhm...- i guess in the next decade, I intend on really nailing my 'friend to the world' coffin and setting it on fire and pushing it out to sea.

And oh, yeah:

• BECOME more outdoorsy and finding the one sport I can kick the boy's ass in, for now, my bruised ass is being kicked badly by the boy in everything from tennis to bowling to basketball to even bloody ping pong.