Today...

...the boy did something so kindly supportive that makes me know, despite all my uber hyper rantings over postponed events, that I am deeply and truly blessed.
Once in college in farawayland, I watched an acquaintance go through an asthma attack, it was such a frightening struggle for breath.
A similar high anxiety ridden struggle (non-air related) happened. And the boy talked me through it, breaking gargantuan issue into tiny, doable ones and spreading calmness and cheer over them.
There are so many times when I diss the boy publicly, privately, collectively and sometimes to all and sundry that inquiring minds have wondered why I am with him.
This is why. Because he brings a huge measure of love, stability, support and whole hearted unshakable belief in my abilities.