Monday, February 27, 2006

Beads Boobs and booze

Went from smalltown to bigtown for the mardi gras weekend. Took us all of 3 hours to get there. (I really must get out of this place). And I was stuck by dilemma. What if boyfriend wants to see some foreign boobies in exchange for beads?
I am modern, liberal. The whole boobies in exchange for beads is quite against my feminist notions. But on the other hand, I don't want boyfriend to be suffocated by my control freakish, hyperpersonality A nature.
So i think and think and think. Will I object to this because I think this so devalues a woman or is it the more base, so-not-me reaction of jealousy? And decide that if he does talk about it, I shall play it cool. I mean, after all, we have attempted to build a relationship that is unbound by the constraints of our desi nature. We have tried to respect each other's space and value each other's notions. And we have always worked at our relationship and tried hard to not fall into the same drudgery that exists in so many of our parent's reationships.
Boyfriend never mentions it. But I do. And he just gives me a hug and takes me dancing.
Mmmmmm...

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