Monday, May 08, 2006

I am stressed, overwhelmed and hyperventillating about the things I HAVE to /MUST do.
Making a list of things I want to accomplish gave me a sense of purpose
Standing in front, and getting ready to dive into this list terrifies me.
I wonder if a life of blissfull ignorance of the things that one could do is better than a life of perpetual trial to get things done?

8 comments:

  1. Me,

    At least you have made a list on paper. It will help keep you on track. I didn't. I wish I had.

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  2. last night i thot i am not gonna sleep coz i have an endless list of things to do...I just woke up and dont remember when i slipped to deep sleep....ohh gosh...I am still useless old I

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  3. Deep breath.

    You can do this. Honestly, you can.

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  4. If only I was guarenteed a lifetime of blissful ignorance I would pick it everytime but since it's just not an option....one just takes it one day at a time.

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  5. Anonymous12:17 am

    similar to the debate on whether it was better to have loved and lost etc. I think in both cases the former option is far better. Guess its smarter to face the enemy of procrastination head on than to live with a vague feeling of ennuei!! Self-awareness,what a precious commodity, you seem to have it plenty, half the battle is won :)

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  6. Anonymous12:24 am

    sorry, spelt ennui wrong, my editor personna feels compelled to make a public apology :))

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  7. Anonymous12:30 am

    Aaaaaggggh!!! persona.

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  8. HYuck!!! I love you shax :)

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